The frustrated yet happy me..... :-)

Hi to all!!

This phase of my life is called the “running away” phase. Every person gets paid for the good/bad he does while he is still alive…. Even I am.

When it comes to him, I am left speechless. Here, wordless. Not because I cant find words to describe how wonderful a person he is, but just the exact opposite. I don’t want to malign his already-dead image publicly, but then this is my fortè! (not abusing people! But to write in such words that might put one to shame). So, here I am.

Looking back now, I feel pity of myself. How on earth did I fall for such a brat!! Of all the people……y him??? I guess, that’s one thing that m gna take to my grave…….

Now the scene is absolutely crazy!!! I, at one point, laugh out the whole issue…..and at the same time, feel like banging my head against the hardest of the walls…. I, speaking from heart of the hearts, have never ever come across such a disgusting personality. M sorry to say this. But, I feel sad for the poor guy. He is not even worth my pity.

Like the typical Devdas, he has befriended the two most easily-accessible things in the world (actually, he has been friends with the two for long. I just gave him an excuse to intensify his bond with them.).

While I am still writing this post, I have suddenly started sympathizing with him. He needs to be rescued. He needs a treatment. I’ll tell u why.

He, as late as 12 in the night, rings me up just to check if I am on call with any other person (whenever I am, he assumes it’s the new guy in my life. And he has been completely replaced….duh!!). even I am an adamant soul. M not gna change my contact number. Let him know. But, the worst thing is, its sickening to keep hearing toon-toon while ur on sm call. And when the call happens to be ur boss’, trust me, u feel like either smashing ur bechaara phone to the ground (that I never do!) or start writing something to take ur frustration out (trust me that helps!!! As it is helping now….. ;->) on a much serious note, I’ve been trying to put him at the place to which he has always belonged. The black list. But, even the Vodafone customer care is not much help.

Thinking of the things happening to me, I think I must have been at my worst in some distant past. But when I come to think of the support that I have, I feel I have not been that bad too. Otherwise, why would a person, in the middle of his work, spare his time and arrange for the number to be blocked?? And why would a person, who is himself preoccupied with meeting the deadlines, take his time out to look into the silly matter (it IS a silly matter!!) as if it was his own...??? We do have humanity at play here. Again….thanx, lambu!

Coming back to what I was mentioning……

He must be glad. He is getting attention, one thing that he is always in need of. Otherwise, who would write a complete post dedicated to him at midnight!!! Oh! Crazy me!!

Now, I hope that the steps I’ve thought of(and have been suggested too) work out well. And I am able to keep him at bay, like, for the rest of my life.(m not gna settle for anything less than that.)

He has already been much pain in the ***. Bhagwaan use budhhi de…..

That’s it for now……see you next time around (hopefully with a positive news!!). till then….as I say…..let the mystery remain!!! J

Here I am...

Hi to all....

I know its time i give an explanation for my unusually long disappearance.... Well....all nice things come for a cost. This is no exception. I was so happy the day i created this blog. And then, everything fell apart....(read "fell in place")

Now i whole-heartedly accept that m a complex person (not biologically.....duh!).

The only reason i stayed away from "i-me-myself" is simple and it is...I didnt feel like writing a post. And the thing thats not compulsory, never happens.......

So, finally, HERE I AM.....this time, determined to be an active soul..... [:)]

And all this is because of a certain somebody who believes in me, whose 'never-say-die' attitude inspired me to reopen my almost dead blog and work upon it.....Thank You.....lambu!

And! the news is..... i am a normal human being with normal daily schedule. I attend college, study(rarely...), write exams (man! i'v never been more scared of them!!) and everything...

But here is the catch....while going through all the normal routine stuff, i realize the complexity of the person that I am.....all thanks to the "wonderful" genes that i've been blessed with.

I know all this doesnt make any sense to you. It will.....eventually, it will make complete sense.

As of now, I want to sign off with just one line....It is said- If u have love in ur life,it can make up for a great many things u lack. If you dont have it, no matter what else is there....its not enough...

See you next time around.....till then, as I say..... Let the mystery remain!!!!....