Saying "I DO"

My phone flashed “Neha Kanpur”. At first, I was convinced that it could not be her and that my phone, yet again, has gone mad…. (with Samsung, u cant really be sure!) However, carefully and with a mind making out all the possible reasons for her call, I slid the slider up and started talking. At first, it was the same how-u-doing and how-is-everyone and kabi-to-yaad-kar-lia-kar….Then she came out with the reason as to why had she called….
Her eldest brother, eldest of the 4 siblings, just got engaged. Disclosing the reason for the call here might sound just plain and flat, but trust me, at that time, it was enough for me to dance barefoot on the icy floor that the marble becomes on a mid-December night. I know marriage happens to almost everyone of us. And that it’s no big deal. Almost daily, many hundreds of people get tied in the nuptial bliss (only to discover later that it was not just that…..a bliss..). But this news from my long-parted friend infused a great deal of ecstasy and excitement in me. I have always fancied celebrations. Real celebrations. I like to admire houses adorned with beautiful lightings and decorations on the eve of such big events, be it a wedding or Diwali or Gurupurab. These houses radiate such positivity and joy that it is just impossible to escape without being untouched. If such is the thrill of just witnessing the whole activity, one can not even imagine the whirlpool going on inside the “would-be”s’ hearts….. That suddenly from one “guddu” or “pinki”, they become the reason for people to swarm from even far off places just to shower blessings on the newly wed. The whole idea is just too indescribable in words. All you got to do is wake up to a house full of ceaselessly chatting aunties, uncles busy in arranging for things (the sight of uncles with grave looks arranging for things like DJs and “ladies sangeet” surely takes you to a different world altogether. You seriously can not imagine that this serious lot can also think about raising the fun quotient of the do!!). One peculiar thing about the whole scene would be- irrespective of the culture, location or people, we will always find some common groups of people having the time of their lives at the wedding. A couple of them as I said, aunties and uncles. Then there would be kids, boys and girls, of 7-14 yrs. who would be found running around, disturbing their parents or elder ones, or some buried in the mobile phones games borrowed from their dads (elder siblings are not very likely to give their hand-phones to them…!!) .Then there would be the elder lot. The girls, usually discussing their dresses, guys, or some sulking about how bad their hair look, some complaining about the dark circles around their eyes while the others explaining the great invention called “concealer” to them. While the elder guys would either be busy lending a helping hand to the uncles or catching up with the girls. All this and much more happen for the big night. Actually, what interests me is not the final day, but the course of reaching that beautiful day. So much of effort and time goes into making that one night perfect. And trust me, with all the kith and kin around, life seems no less than a celebration. Once you get over with it and start your life as it was before, you miss all the fun and the laziness that you were allowed to be with. You miss the celebration. But we console ourselves by saying that if everyday life becomes a celebration, then the word “celebration” would no longer hold its importance, it would become a monotony. So, all that happens, happens for good.
Coming back to Neha k bhai ki shaadi……m really looking forward to having a gala time at her bro’s wedding. And which category do I fall in, u must hav already guessed…. :->
Lets see what is in store for me.....and the big day....
till then......as i say........Let the mystery remain...

The frustrated yet happy me..... :-)

Hi to all!!

This phase of my life is called the “running away” phase. Every person gets paid for the good/bad he does while he is still alive…. Even I am.

When it comes to him, I am left speechless. Here, wordless. Not because I cant find words to describe how wonderful a person he is, but just the exact opposite. I don’t want to malign his already-dead image publicly, but then this is my fortè! (not abusing people! But to write in such words that might put one to shame). So, here I am.

Looking back now, I feel pity of myself. How on earth did I fall for such a brat!! Of all the people……y him??? I guess, that’s one thing that m gna take to my grave…….

Now the scene is absolutely crazy!!! I, at one point, laugh out the whole issue…..and at the same time, feel like banging my head against the hardest of the walls…. I, speaking from heart of the hearts, have never ever come across such a disgusting personality. M sorry to say this. But, I feel sad for the poor guy. He is not even worth my pity.

Like the typical Devdas, he has befriended the two most easily-accessible things in the world (actually, he has been friends with the two for long. I just gave him an excuse to intensify his bond with them.).

While I am still writing this post, I have suddenly started sympathizing with him. He needs to be rescued. He needs a treatment. I’ll tell u why.

He, as late as 12 in the night, rings me up just to check if I am on call with any other person (whenever I am, he assumes it’s the new guy in my life. And he has been completely replaced….duh!!). even I am an adamant soul. M not gna change my contact number. Let him know. But, the worst thing is, its sickening to keep hearing toon-toon while ur on sm call. And when the call happens to be ur boss’, trust me, u feel like either smashing ur bechaara phone to the ground (that I never do!) or start writing something to take ur frustration out (trust me that helps!!! As it is helping now….. ;->) on a much serious note, I’ve been trying to put him at the place to which he has always belonged. The black list. But, even the Vodafone customer care is not much help.

Thinking of the things happening to me, I think I must have been at my worst in some distant past. But when I come to think of the support that I have, I feel I have not been that bad too. Otherwise, why would a person, in the middle of his work, spare his time and arrange for the number to be blocked?? And why would a person, who is himself preoccupied with meeting the deadlines, take his time out to look into the silly matter (it IS a silly matter!!) as if it was his own...??? We do have humanity at play here. Again….thanx, lambu!

Coming back to what I was mentioning……

He must be glad. He is getting attention, one thing that he is always in need of. Otherwise, who would write a complete post dedicated to him at midnight!!! Oh! Crazy me!!

Now, I hope that the steps I’ve thought of(and have been suggested too) work out well. And I am able to keep him at bay, like, for the rest of my life.(m not gna settle for anything less than that.)

He has already been much pain in the ***. Bhagwaan use budhhi de…..

That’s it for now……see you next time around (hopefully with a positive news!!). till then….as I say…..let the mystery remain!!! J

Here I am...

Hi to all....

I know its time i give an explanation for my unusually long disappearance.... Well....all nice things come for a cost. This is no exception. I was so happy the day i created this blog. And then, everything fell apart....(read "fell in place")

Now i whole-heartedly accept that m a complex person (not biologically.....duh!).

The only reason i stayed away from "i-me-myself" is simple and it is...I didnt feel like writing a post. And the thing thats not compulsory, never happens.......

So, finally, HERE I AM.....this time, determined to be an active soul..... [:)]

And all this is because of a certain somebody who believes in me, whose 'never-say-die' attitude inspired me to reopen my almost dead blog and work upon it.....Thank You.....lambu!

And! the news is..... i am a normal human being with normal daily schedule. I attend college, study(rarely...), write exams (man! i'v never been more scared of them!!) and everything...

But here is the catch....while going through all the normal routine stuff, i realize the complexity of the person that I am.....all thanks to the "wonderful" genes that i've been blessed with.

I know all this doesnt make any sense to you. It will.....eventually, it will make complete sense.

As of now, I want to sign off with just one line....It is said- If u have love in ur life,it can make up for a great many things u lack. If you dont have it, no matter what else is there....its not enough...

See you next time around.....till then, as I say..... Let the mystery remain!!!!....

Jinxed!!!!!

I wna say a lot.

The last post was all hunky-dory. But uske baad, all the goodness eroded.

Everything is in a mess. Cant concentrate on a single thing. Ofcourse i cant pen down everything that i have inside.

but i want my words to be so sharp that they hit you across with what i wna convey.

i surely m not in my best mood today.

not just today, its been goin from last.......mmmmmm.......4 days.

story is long, unexplainable (cos then u got to know me n my world completely)

So, as of now, all i say is............I dont know wat to say! :-O

Bye.......till then........let the mystery remain!!

Finally!!!!!

Hi to all!

So, finally, i have come up with something like this........

Ppl, y is it so difficult to write something by oneself? i, isse pehle tak, prefered just being online and checking things out! Now, i know m much relaxed that now i have a blog to call my own!

U know, writing is something thats very close to my heart and trust me, maintaining a PD (as in...personal diary) is no more fun!

I dont know if this dialogue of mine is getting converted into a monosyllable......huh! its difficult to write, man!

As for today, m just gonna disclose the fact that m very very very(Ctrl+c, Ctrl+v) happy today!

• I created my own blog! (i know its not a big deal now, but it is.......for me)
• I, as in "us", got thru with the LFT drive ki preparations pretty well! (for those of you u dont hav the slightest idea of wat m tokin about, just follow my blog, u'll unerstand)
• I got the ID card issued from the clg!
• Most importantly, v frns are gonna go for a trip for 3 whole days!!!!! that shoots the adrenalin into my system big tym!!!!
• As if all of it wasnt enuf!!! huh!

M lukin forward to post something really exciting later..........hope m regular with it! :->

Till then, Let the mystery remain!!!